My sEcrEt twEakEr pAd,

this is a blog for those of you who sometimes question your sanity, and may no longer believe in this reality. If your anything like me you may abuse drugs, embrace insomnia, treat sex like a religion, mutilate your body, and eat only when your stomachs feeling up to it. InsaNIty both fascinates and scares me.
Every word out of my mouth is a metaphor that mostly only I understand.

Just one more hit and I’ll be alright
Just one more hit and my worries are dead
Just one more hit then i ll go to bed
Just one more hit then I’ll go pick up more
Just one more hit and I’ll go to bed.
Just one more fucking hit.

Just one more hit and I’ll be alright
Just one more hit and my worries are dead
Just one more hit then i ll go to bed
Just one more hit then I’ll go pick up more
Just one more hit and I’ll go to bed.
Just one more fucking hit.

Addicts

Being an addict is a depressing life, if you are not then its hard to understand. Try to imagine you fall deeply in love with someone and then marry them while winning the lottery simultaneously…then suddenly its all ripped away, you have no money, no home, nobody to sleep next to you at night. Now imagine doing that over and over and over and over and over again.